Uphill Battle or Just Getting Started?
So here I was doing 5Ks, running daily, working out all the time and feeling great...and then I wasn't. I went into a depression because I figured no more getting in shape for me, no more running...no more. Boo hoo poor me....you get it.
Then Emmie reminded me who I was...I was a fighter. I looked down at the recent extra weight on my body, felt the reminder from my muscles they were out of shape and cried. I actually cried a lot that week. I am not a person who cries a lot. I cried my heart out and some days it was ugly crying. You know the kind I mean. The kind that no matter how cute you are, you look like some deformed alien. Then I moved on.
Today is the day I AM moving on in reality not just emotionally. So today I start again. Can I run right now? Nope. Will I run again? YES!!!!! This was my original goal, to document my journey. Well the journey has changed. That is okay. So as the song says "I'm a survivor!" This is not an uphill battle, just a challenge that I WILL complete. So here we go!
Melissa
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